It's a work in progress, but enjoy!

So much has happened in this past week, and yet, I am fine. There has been a lot of emotional stress, physical stress, and personal anguish. Many obstacles have come my way, and a lot of the time, I caught myself not trying or not caring, but sometimes trying and caring too much.

 

To anyone that is unsure of what they want out of life; I have found personally, that happiness will come to you, when it is what is due. If you spend your entire days chasing happiness, chances are, it is wating for you where you just left. There is no sense in exhausting your life trying to decide how the moment could be right, when you could wait for the right moment to decide how your life could be prosperous.

 

It is highly understandable that no one wants to wait around forever. You shouldn't, it's not healthy. But there's no reason why you should cry about things not going exactly how you want, when you want. There is someone out there who has it worse than you, and there always will be.

 

-Music-The Best Alleviation of Pain-

 

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Yeah Byrdman, you're right. I don't quite understand why I've felt the need to express these feelings lately. I KNOW why, I just don't understand it. They just come out, whenever I get to thinking about.... you know.

 

Next time you're feeding your dog a snack of something, taunt them with it. Make them know that you want to give it to them, and show them how good it is. Make them want that one thing more than anything else on Earth, and watch that animal's expressions. Then you will see, how I feel when I'm not me.

 

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I am so damn happy I finally got a set of drums. I've been out of this running for a long time going, but musak here i come.

 

MY CAR GOT HIT!!!!! BY A PARKED CAR!!!!! Worst thing that happened physically in a long time.

 

I still have not found out the lengths that can be gone to try to impress one person, even when performed by one that doesn't care what other people think. He obviously cares what that one person thinks about him...

 

It's turning into tired rambling..... I'm going to bed.

 

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Imagine that.... Ryan, not being himself. I guess I've evolved to someone else, don't you think Charmander?

Is that all life really is? Just one big Tilt-A-Whirl taking you up, down, around, and back again? Tonight I felt true peace, for once. I have the stars to thank for that.

 

If you ever get any free time, I highly suggest you do some star gazing of your own, even if it's with another person, just lie there, be quiet, and stare. Stars are so awesome; so far away and remote, it kinda makes you wish you were with them.

 

The button broke off my pants... it fell to the ground.

Tonight was an emotional breakthrough with my car. I FINALLY FIGURED OUT WHAT WAS WRONG WITH IT!!!

 

With the help of Tordek, Dude, Shane, and a couple of the local Reds, we were able to pinpoint the problem with no problem... although it took breaking a few things to find it.

 

I have been posed with a job opening working for the county. Tordek wants he and I to fill out apps for the Blount County Dispatch. It seems like a good idea, but something just tells me not to leave the part store just yet. I love drama, just not when it's happening to me, and it seems at work that it goes on all around me all the time.

 

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Wednesday night is Hooter's night. Sorry, but no ladies this time. We got friends from out of state, friends leaving the state, and there's gonna be a lot of people drinking and tons of fresh melons. If you wanna come, just let somebody know, and we'll try not to leave you. The roster for now is planned at about 13 or 14 guys so far.

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A note to all the Mad Tea Party Blog Ring: I have finally grasped backing up most of my ORIGINAL DVDs THAT I OWN AND PAID FOR IN FULL!!!! With one quick and simple program, I am able to enjoy a replica of ANY DVD that I own the ORIGINAL. So, if there's any DVD that you of course OWN, and would like me to BACK IT UP for you, just let me know... I may have to charge, depending on the DVD that you OWN.

Oh fellow fellows, I have found the way. If be it in anyone's pocketbooks, thou shalt buy this album. For it will be under the musical guillotine of Slayer that you find your retribution. The whole album is in-fuckin-credible.

 

Today I leave you to ponder on these things:

 

One says, "No pain, no gain" when another says, "nothing good ever comes out of violence."

 

One says, "Love is forever" when another says, "nothing is forever."

 

BG says, "One man's defication is another man's lubrication."

 

What it all boils down to... People need to get their shit together, so these dicks will quit fucking everybody.

Not too much important to report on today, my fellow fellows. Hooters is still the best family restaraunt in the world. Under many thrilling and strenuous tests, it's a proven fact, Shane's car is faster than David's (Yay, huh?)

 

Last night the "in" party was enlightened on the one thing Dude actually CAN'T do... Show up on time. After getting off work at 9 p.m. Dude insisted on taking a shower, being the smelly fish bum that he is. At approximately 9:30 p.m. Dude makes it home. Seeming like we're running a tight schedule, the "in" crowd is so far pleased. Anxiously waiting at Subway for Dude, the clock strikes 11p.m. This puts us a little behind schedule. We found Dude at The Boat, and swept him away as quickly as possible, trying not to alarm the police. All in all, it worked out fine. I didn't have to drive, and I slept on the home route. The rest of the gang had their own things to say, under their breath.

 

HE'S DUDE, BITCH!!

 

On a more personal note, it seems that the misses and I are doing a lot better. Of course, their is the occasional whining, and of course, my unthoughtfulness, but it's getting better. Hope EVERYONE else out there can manage to get their shit worked out. If not, hey, it's not the end of the world, you know? Unless you die tomorrow.

 

Sorry folks, but that's all I got for now. I'll get some fresh shit when my car stops overheating. Time to let the soothing words of the Insane Clown Posse lull me to sleep.

Oooo, can it be true?

 

Today is the 'Lude's first day out since the surgery on the L. door. I'm hoping everything goes well. I haven't seen any signs of electrical malfunction since the night she freaked on me... The Lude, that is. I am very highly anticipating the comforts and enjoyment of a CD player once again. It's been a long time.

 

Oh, yesterday was a very eventful day. A couple of things I suggest to ANYONE out there.

 

Barber Motorsports Parkway - Best of the Best Turismo style racing in AL.

 

Sepultura Chaos A.D.-------\

Fear Factory Obsolete-------- Three of my new favorite CDs.

Twizted Mutant--------------/

 

Had a day out on the town with the one, Dude.   HE'S DUDE, BITCH!

 

Gotta go, the parts store awaits...

 

Blind Guardian